Saturday, February 14, 2009
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yea right..
lately everyones been telling me ive changed. why? idk
they say "ur attittude is different" "the way u talk is different" "ur mean now..."
ever since the new year i been tellin myself i need to change to become a stronger person but i didnt think it would translate to my attitude and how i talk to my friends. was i really changing that much that ive actually put up a wall to protect myself from getting hurt or being walked all over? is this the kind of change i was looking for? change that pushes everyone away..?
ive been told before that i tend to push the people that care about me away because of my selfishness. i didnt want to believe it before but now im starting to believe that the person was right.
maybe its juss me.. maybe i really am being selfish and overreacting about all this.. idk..
atleast theres one good thing... er i mean person in my life right now :)
when people ask me what i like about him i never know what to say cause theres so much about him that i like lol. his hella chill personality? his adorable laugh? his dorkyness? his random cuteness? lol
i hella havent felt this way about someone in a long time haha i juss wish distance wasnt interfering, things would be much easier. we've been talking for over a month already but it does feel like we're going out. i feel like im ready for that to happen but i feel like he isnt ready yet. its oky tho no rush i juss want to make sure its something he wants cause i really do want this to work out :)
come to think of it.. i guess it really is a happy valentines day <3
heres a poem relevant to Valentines Day lol
which happens to be one of my favorite poems
~
You’re the thought that starts each morning,
The conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do,
And everything I say.
You’re the smile on my face,
The twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
The fullness in my life.
You’re the hand that’s laced in mine,
And the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love,
My shoulder to lean on.
You’re my silly, mature, caring,
Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly,
When I need to cry.
You’re the dimple in my cheek,
The ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
The happiness of my life.
You are all I’ve wanted,
You are all I need.
You are all I’ve dreamed of,
You are all of this to me.
lately everyones been telling me ive changed. why? idk
they say "ur attittude is different" "the way u talk is different" "ur mean now..."
ever since the new year i been tellin myself i need to change to become a stronger person but i didnt think it would translate to my attitude and how i talk to my friends. was i really changing that much that ive actually put up a wall to protect myself from getting hurt or being walked all over? is this the kind of change i was looking for? change that pushes everyone away..?
ive been told before that i tend to push the people that care about me away because of my selfishness. i didnt want to believe it before but now im starting to believe that the person was right.
maybe its juss me.. maybe i really am being selfish and overreacting about all this.. idk..
atleast theres one good thing... er i mean person in my life right now :)
when people ask me what i like about him i never know what to say cause theres so much about him that i like lol. his hella chill personality? his adorable laugh? his dorkyness? his random cuteness? lol
i hella havent felt this way about someone in a long time haha i juss wish distance wasnt interfering, things would be much easier. we've been talking for over a month already but it does feel like we're going out. i feel like im ready for that to happen but i feel like he isnt ready yet. its oky tho no rush i juss want to make sure its something he wants cause i really do want this to work out :)
come to think of it.. i guess it really is a happy valentines day <3
heres a poem relevant to Valentines Day lol
which happens to be one of my favorite poems
~
You’re the thought that starts each morning,
The conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do,
And everything I say.
You’re the smile on my face,
The twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
The fullness in my life.
You’re the hand that’s laced in mine,
And the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love,
My shoulder to lean on.
You’re my silly, mature, caring,
Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly,
When I need to cry.
You’re the dimple in my cheek,
The ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
The happiness of my life.
You are all I’ve wanted,
You are all I need.
You are all I’ve dreamed of,
You are all of this to me.
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