Wednesday, February 25, 2009
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Don't settle for the one you wanna be with ,
Settle for the one you can't be without.
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Don't settle for the one you wanna be with ,
Settle for the one you can't be without.
Friday, February 20, 2009
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i like ur Supras daddy!!so my bro was hella talkin bout his stupid vans tellin me how much cooler they are than mines. HAHA not even. anyways i was like "i guess u can rock ur big duck feet. but i kno somethin wayy better than ur stupid Vans and sexier than them Dunks" haha he didnt believe me till i showed him a pair of Supra Skytops. hella feelin the Gold Skytops and the Silver ones and the crazy Aoki Strapped. MMMMM yummmy hahaha
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Monday, February 16, 2009
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"are u having me?"
haha what a dork tho. but its ok i love it haha :)
the thing is that im kind of scared about being official. all this time i been questioning him but ..am I really ready for this? this would be my first long distance relationship..idk we'll see...no matter what i'll make it work. cause i really think its worth it.
so anyways i was juss watching this show. and it got me thinking.
in the show the girl has a bf but she bumped into her first love. the thing with them is that even tho they arent together they know that they will always have a place in their heart for each other but since she has a current bf she dreads the day her ex will bring up the past.. and getting back together. ofcourse her current bf is jealous of him and he breaks up with her.
this got me thinking.. what would i do in that situation?
im such a jealous person that sometimes im jealous if my babe talks to his friends more than me haha, but the thing about that situation was that it was her first love. i think that if that situation ever came to me.. id let the person go but not because of hate but because how can u compete with a first love? thats the person that you will always be compared to and no matter that person will always have a place in their heart. so even tho they tell themselves that theyre over him/her once they start seeing each other all their past feelings will rush back. if i ever wanna be in love.. i want the person to give me their whole heart.. and not juss half of it.
haha what a dork tho. but its ok i love it haha :)
the thing is that im kind of scared about being official. all this time i been questioning him but ..am I really ready for this? this would be my first long distance relationship..idk we'll see...no matter what i'll make it work. cause i really think its worth it.
so anyways i was juss watching this show. and it got me thinking.
in the show the girl has a bf but she bumped into her first love. the thing with them is that even tho they arent together they know that they will always have a place in their heart for each other but since she has a current bf she dreads the day her ex will bring up the past.. and getting back together. ofcourse her current bf is jealous of him and he breaks up with her.
this got me thinking.. what would i do in that situation?
im such a jealous person that sometimes im jealous if my babe talks to his friends more than me haha, but the thing about that situation was that it was her first love. i think that if that situation ever came to me.. id let the person go but not because of hate but because how can u compete with a first love? thats the person that you will always be compared to and no matter that person will always have a place in their heart. so even tho they tell themselves that theyre over him/her once they start seeing each other all their past feelings will rush back. if i ever wanna be in love.. i want the person to give me their whole heart.. and not juss half of it.
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
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yea right..
lately everyones been telling me ive changed. why? idk
they say "ur attittude is different" "the way u talk is different" "ur mean now..."
ever since the new year i been tellin myself i need to change to become a stronger person but i didnt think it would translate to my attitude and how i talk to my friends. was i really changing that much that ive actually put up a wall to protect myself from getting hurt or being walked all over? is this the kind of change i was looking for? change that pushes everyone away..?
ive been told before that i tend to push the people that care about me away because of my selfishness. i didnt want to believe it before but now im starting to believe that the person was right.
maybe its juss me.. maybe i really am being selfish and overreacting about all this.. idk..
atleast theres one good thing... er i mean person in my life right now :)
when people ask me what i like about him i never know what to say cause theres so much about him that i like lol. his hella chill personality? his adorable laugh? his dorkyness? his random cuteness? lol
i hella havent felt this way about someone in a long time haha i juss wish distance wasnt interfering, things would be much easier. we've been talking for over a month already but it does feel like we're going out. i feel like im ready for that to happen but i feel like he isnt ready yet. its oky tho no rush i juss want to make sure its something he wants cause i really do want this to work out :)
come to think of it.. i guess it really is a happy valentines day <3
heres a poem relevant to Valentines Day lol
which happens to be one of my favorite poems
~
You’re the thought that starts each morning,
The conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do,
And everything I say.
You’re the smile on my face,
The twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
The fullness in my life.
You’re the hand that’s laced in mine,
And the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love,
My shoulder to lean on.
You’re my silly, mature, caring,
Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly,
When I need to cry.
You’re the dimple in my cheek,
The ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
The happiness of my life.
You are all I’ve wanted,
You are all I need.
You are all I’ve dreamed of,
You are all of this to me.
lately everyones been telling me ive changed. why? idk
they say "ur attittude is different" "the way u talk is different" "ur mean now..."
ever since the new year i been tellin myself i need to change to become a stronger person but i didnt think it would translate to my attitude and how i talk to my friends. was i really changing that much that ive actually put up a wall to protect myself from getting hurt or being walked all over? is this the kind of change i was looking for? change that pushes everyone away..?
ive been told before that i tend to push the people that care about me away because of my selfishness. i didnt want to believe it before but now im starting to believe that the person was right.
maybe its juss me.. maybe i really am being selfish and overreacting about all this.. idk..
atleast theres one good thing... er i mean person in my life right now :)
when people ask me what i like about him i never know what to say cause theres so much about him that i like lol. his hella chill personality? his adorable laugh? his dorkyness? his random cuteness? lol
i hella havent felt this way about someone in a long time haha i juss wish distance wasnt interfering, things would be much easier. we've been talking for over a month already but it does feel like we're going out. i feel like im ready for that to happen but i feel like he isnt ready yet. its oky tho no rush i juss want to make sure its something he wants cause i really do want this to work out :)
come to think of it.. i guess it really is a happy valentines day <3
heres a poem relevant to Valentines Day lol
which happens to be one of my favorite poems
~
You’re the thought that starts each morning,
The conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do,
And everything I say.
You’re the smile on my face,
The twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
The fullness in my life.
You’re the hand that’s laced in mine,
And the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love,
My shoulder to lean on.
You’re my silly, mature, caring,
Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly,
When I need to cry.
You’re the dimple in my cheek,
The ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
The happiness of my life.
You are all I’ve wanted,
You are all I need.
You are all I’ve dreamed of,
You are all of this to me.
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